so the saga of melissa continues....I am living in colorado right now...i will be here for awhile now... but having more fun than ever. Going out with friends, dating perhaps? ;) I am really really happy with my life right now and how things are going...

Random thoughts
I love to be outside, especially when in rains~ i do not mind that it snows in june~i love waking up and love falling asleep~cows scare me~i lock my car doors when there are pedestrians, even if they are 8years old~ sweatshirts without hoods are dumb~road trips by myself are my favorite~i can't sing at all, but do it all the time~ I think asking someone if you can kiss them is dumb ~i talk to myself in the shower when no-one can hear me~ i despise my wedding dress~i love delivering babies, but wish they came from somewhere else~ i am a little squeemish, which is new~i love the way babies smell after the first bath~my legs get itchy at 4am~i can't txt with the auto spell thing~i watch scary tv shows about real life scary people, but am to afraid to watch fake scary movies~i like to cry~i talk even More when i get nervous~i like to ride bitch in the car, so i get to be in the middle of everything~i am addicted to chapstick and gatorade~i like pink, and do not wear yellow~i want to own a subaru~i hate yellow cars, and have never ridden in one~i can't build a tolerance to alcohol,no matter how hard i try.....and trying to build one has become a goal ( a girl has to have dreams)~I don't think i could ever get a tatoo~I am an expert on pizza!~I will not eat anything with peas in it~i am terrified to cut my hair~ i love to snuggle, but don't like to hold hands in public~ I am noctural~I love my friends from NY and wish i could see them more~skiing terrifies me, but i love it~ I can't to layups, but can beat a whole cabin of 13year old boys in knockout time and time again~ I love the bear costume~I despise CM and BW~i hate the way new jeans smell~I wish i could wear my sandals everyday of the year, and will continue to do so untill there are at least 3inches of snow~i do not believe in black socks~i hate the ice mashine in the freezer~ scraping ice off the car window makes me puke~i like babies that are less than 5lbs, and am not really interesed in bigger ones~ NOT all babies are cute, contrary to what most people think~ i love the public library and think it is much more valuable than having the internet at home

I don't think i have a said hero right now...I think that the person i am the most proud of at the present time is me. I have made a lot of BIG life decisions the past couple months and am very very happy with who i am right now and what i am doing. I am being my assertive self and have found again that this role works for me and that I am more independant than i thought i could be.