so the big move-a-ruski went great.....my body hurts all over but i am doing ok......i have no idea where i am going....but i am half-way there..I THINK? EF did not know I left untill yesterday.....I do not care what he thinks about it, just that i did it without him knowing,...Wahoo for me! I arrive in NY on tues and am superduper excited...this summer is going to be GReat!!! anyway....more RE-packing to do and OUCH!

So ...tonight is the big night! I am outa here and totally ready to go. Will be headed east on Sun to see JAMIE!!! Wahooo...did i mention that i am the maid of honor in her wedding! Yippee! just getting things finalized and trying to not kill myself bringing things out and down.....anyway....more laters. peace out!

So earlier this week I said that in general things don't always go the way you plan...but apparently this is my week to shine. I have already had a great week and getting better. I am super excited about the next few days, a little sad, but ready. (Still being evasive here, i know, but so do the rest of you...i think) Someone told me last night that they were content.....and I think that might just be the most very perfect word for me right now....who could imagine that that would come out of my mouth...but everything happens for a reason...and I think that the way everthing has fallen together...fate is playing a major role in my life at the moment. I am not usually a big believer in fate....but it has practically smacked me in the face the last two weeks. I am wearing a huge smile and it is real! Imagine that!
I said yesterday that my date on monday went well.....I suppose it did as we went out last night and had an even better time. He is a really nice guy....who knew they are out there......this just reinforces that these creatures you all talk about do still exist! I know this is all just for fun....which is just what i need right now! What a great time!

So Tuesday...just lots of errands to run today....getting my nose repierced this afternoon.....decided that I want to do that again and I loved how cute it was the first time. Went out last night....on a date.....I thought it went really well! really needed that boost, but it was a lot of fun and might go out again later this week! Wahoo! other than that, just hangin out around town and chillin with samantha and brayden, trying to soak him up as much as posible in the next few days!

so i slept really well today and am getting excited about the upcoming week. a little sad about some transitions, but doing really well.

Hey everyone! So my page looks a little different...more like a clean slate. I have decided to erase everything and start over here. This goes for just about everything in my life...I am gearing up for some MAJOR changes and think that starting over here was a good way to kick off the week.....

so the saga continues, but much less dramatic as of the last few days. I am done with EF. he emailed me last week and was just outright mean! Who is he that he thinks he can talk to me like that!!! So as he suggested..... I am DONE DONE DONE!! I know ya'll might be thinking it is about damn time...you are right...it just took one of us a little too long to see it. But i feel really empowered about the whole thing and realized how strong i am! BUT (isn't there always one with him!) he went to a resturant in town the other night and was was talking to a friend of mine and totally admitted that he was the bad guy and wished that he could just talk to me! HA HA HA!! Blew it big time chump!

Ok....other big news. so this guy that I randomly met two-ish weeks ago totally asked me out!! i met him and thought he was smokin' hot, but like that ever works out.... But as i was getting ready to leave this thing the other day he kinda asked me out in a round-about way....but called tonight to really ask me out! Sweet!

As for the rest of what is going on....i am not posting it here for a while....EF does not need to know anything about what is happening in my life! ...only a few of you know what i am up to....but feel free to email me and i will let ya know where my next few months/years will be taking me! big GOOD changes in store. and for all of you who have been reading all along, just know that i am really happy love melissa