so the saga of melissa continues....I am living in colorado right now...i will be here for awhile now... but having more fun than ever. Going out with friends, dating perhaps? ;) I am really really happy with my life right now and how things are going...

Random thoughts
I love to be outside, especially when in rains~ i do not mind that it snows in june~i love waking up and love falling asleep~cows scare me~i lock my car doors when there are pedestrians, even if they are 8years old~ sweatshirts without hoods are dumb~road trips by myself are my favorite~i can't sing at all, but do it all the time~ I think asking someone if you can kiss them is dumb ~i talk to myself in the shower when no-one can hear me~ i despise my wedding dress~i love delivering babies, but wish they came from somewhere else~ i am a little squeemish, which is new~i love the way babies smell after the first bath~my legs get itchy at 4am~i can't txt with the auto spell thing~i watch scary tv shows about real life scary people, but am to afraid to watch fake scary movies~i like to cry~i talk even More when i get nervous~i like to ride bitch in the car, so i get to be in the middle of everything~i am addicted to chapstick and gatorade~i like pink, and do not wear yellow~i want to own a subaru~i hate yellow cars, and have never ridden in one~i can't build a tolerance to alcohol,no matter how hard i try.....and trying to build one has become a goal ( a girl has to have dreams)~I don't think i could ever get a tatoo~I am an expert on pizza!~I will not eat anything with peas in it~i am terrified to cut my hair~ i love to snuggle, but don't like to hold hands in public~ I am noctural~I love my friends from NY and wish i could see them more~skiing terrifies me, but i love it~ I can't to layups, but can beat a whole cabin of 13year old boys in knockout time and time again~ I love the bear costume~I despise CM and BW~i hate the way new jeans smell~I wish i could wear my sandals everyday of the year, and will continue to do so untill there are at least 3inches of snow~i do not believe in black socks~i hate the ice mashine in the freezer~ scraping ice off the car window makes me puke~i like babies that are less than 5lbs, and am not really interesed in bigger ones~ NOT all babies are cute, contrary to what most people think~ i love the public library and think it is much more valuable than having the internet at home

I don't think i have a said hero right now...I think that the person i am the most proud of at the present time is me. I have made a lot of BIG life decisions the past couple months and am very very happy with who i am right now and what i am doing. I am being my assertive self and have found again that this role works for me and that I am more independant than i thought i could be.

So this is a long time coming......
A little update. I am back in Colorado, have a new place and start a new job tomarrow! My job rocks and I can hardly wait to get started....minus the corporate orientation crap that goes along with nursing. My nex condo is really cute and super nice...and has 2bedrooms and lots of extra space....hint hint to anyone wanting to come visit! Ski season is just around the corner!

So last weekend was the "big" weekend. some friends and I took a mini vacation and headed off to south padre island for a few days. We got some sun and swam in the ocean and just chilled. I did really well and it turned into more of a celebration for dodging a major bullet than a pity party. I am doing great! Andy and Tawnya had their beautiful little girl and hopefully i can get a few days off to go bug them! that is about all for not.....i promise to be better at keeping this updated!